• PLEX and Prayers

    Amanda ended up being pretty zonked after they changed her pain med regimen. I hate seeing her like that, but it’s better than writhing in pain. Once she was settled and out, and they started the PLEX, I slipped out during shift change when it’s always busy. In the ICU with only 1-2 patients per…

  • More Downs Than UPs Today

    Last night, after I finished writing the last post and replied to a few texts, I sat and listened to the music. I was the only one paying any attention; only a few others were there, and they were sitting at the bar. I’d been staying busy, but it was nice just to sit, have…

  • Breathing, the Name of the Game

    When I was allowed to see Amanda first, I was surprised to find that she wasn’t in the Critical Care ICU but in the Cardiovascular ICU. You have to get a badge and go through an intake process with the receptionist. I was glad to find I could stay in the ICU, but still planned…

  • Out with the Old, In with the New

    Not long after I made the last post, I went to the cafeteria to get some dinner. As I was wandering around looking for something, I got a call for another update. They said the new heart was in and beating at 100 beats a minute. She was still open, but she wasn’t on any…

  • The Waiting Game

    I started a post a few days ago to catch y’all up from Wednesday, but that’s scrapped with the good news and my expedited trip to Nashville. I did have part of that post that I will leave. I was discussing why they may reject a heart offer and how it could prolong our wait.…

  • We got a heart! 

    Looks like our 41 came a little quicker than expected! The doctor came by late morning to tell Amanda the good news. I’m currently in the air on a flight to Nashville.  I had just gotten off work in Houston and was asleep in the hotel when Amanda called. The surgery was scheduled for 2…

  • 41 is Coming

    This is mostly for me, but perhaps someone else can get something out of it, too. I saw a tattoo and the explanation behind it on Facebook or some other social media a while back, and it stuck with me. Ever since I’ve had an excerpt in my notes to write on this. Amanda and…

  • Waiting for a Call

    I was called to work early in the morning Monday. I went to get my grip, what railroaders call our bags, out of my Suburban, and the door wouldn’t unlock. I thought I had a repeat of what happened with the dead battery. This time I was going to work and not getting off, though.…

  • Ups and Downs

    Friday, Amanda’s labs looked a little better, and they called the cath off. Her kidney number trended up a bit. The talk of a balloon pump was scrapped, with her high heart rate, it wouldn’t work. They may be able to try another inotropic medication like dopamine, but they hadn’t mentioned that yet. Dr. Sacks…

  • Upgraded

    Well, I’ve been home working a week already, taken six trains back and forth to Houston, worked 75 hours, and driven over 1000. I’d say I’ve made the most of my time at home, even if I haven’t gotten anything done on the house yet. I got out with an engineer that I’ve previously worked…