• One Hell of a Night 

    After things calmed down and the PLEX was done, I got ready for bed. I was typing out a post for a social media update. My first couple of lines were, ‘Today was relatively quiet, but I think it’s just before the storm. I feel tomorrow is going to be a rough one.’ I only…

  • Music, Bronchoscopies, and Apartment Hunting

    This morning, early, when I texted out my first update on the good news, I received a text back from a good friend. He has a specific ringtone, “Neon Moon” by Brooks & Dunn, his favorite song. When it came on, Amanda opened her eyes wide and looked at me. I guess she was ready…

  • PLEX and Prayers

    Amanda ended up being pretty zonked after they changed her pain med regimen. I hate seeing her like that, but it’s better than writhing in pain. Once she was settled and out, and they started the PLEX, I slipped out during shift change when it’s always busy. In the ICU with only 1-2 patients per…

  • More Downs Than UPs Today

    Last night, after I finished writing the last post and replied to a few texts, I sat and listened to the music. I was the only one paying any attention; only a few others were there, and they were sitting at the bar. I’d been staying busy, but it was nice just to sit, have…

  • Breathing, the Name of the Game

    When I was allowed to see Amanda first, I was surprised to find that she wasn’t in the Critical Care ICU but in the Cardiovascular ICU. You have to get a badge and go through an intake process with the receptionist. I was glad to find I could stay in the ICU, but still planned…

  • Out with the Old, In with the New

    Not long after I made the last post, I went to the cafeteria to get some dinner. As I was wandering around looking for something, I got a call for another update. They said the new heart was in and beating at 100 beats a minute. She was still open, but she wasn’t on any…

  • The Waiting Game

    I started a post a few days ago to catch y’all up from Wednesday, but that’s scrapped with the good news and my expedited trip to Nashville. I did have part of that post that I will leave. I was discussing why they may reject a heart offer and how it could prolong our wait.…

  • We got a heart! 

    Looks like our 41 came a little quicker than expected! The doctor came by late morning to tell Amanda the good news. I’m currently in the air on a flight to Nashville.  I had just gotten off work in Houston and was asleep in the hotel when Amanda called. The surgery was scheduled for 2…

  • 41 is Coming

    This is mostly for me, but perhaps someone else can get something out of it, too. I saw a tattoo and the explanation behind it on Facebook or some other social media a while back, and it stuck with me. Ever since I’ve had an excerpt in my notes to write on this. Amanda and…

  • Waiting for a Call

    I was called to work early in the morning Monday. I went to get my grip, what railroaders call our bags, out of my Suburban, and the door wouldn’t unlock. I thought I had a repeat of what happened with the dead battery. This time I was going to work and not getting off, though.…